More than two years since I properly picked up a camera, took pics and got really invested in them while doing it.
More than two years of not touching any editing software, no touchups, watermarks, editing, whatsoever.
More than two years of artblock. Or was it laziness? Or an internal death of passion slowly eating away at me with time?
I began the year full of enthusiasm that things are gonna change this year. Things are gonna happen for me. If they don't, I actually feel determined to seek them out. I said to myself, I can feel a change is coming.
We're now at the bottom quarter of the year. I just went to lose myself in a place I hardly know last month. I enjoyed it. The thrill & excitement and being nervous somehow managed to catalyse something that has been rumbling gently within me.
Is this it? Has the time come? I can't be sure entirely, but I haven't felt something like this for a long, long time.
Maybe it is finally the time to come back.
To start all over again, I must learn everything all over again.
I can't be stuck in the same rut all the time. We all need to change, one way or another.
There are pieces I want back from the days of the past. Let's reach out to them!
I read a quote recently: "I don't wait for opportunities to happen. I go out and create them." (can't remember if that's the exact words but it's from a Bruce Lee quote. And the guy is right. Damn right.